gates of the crown

 64 - GATE OF CONFUSION | THE AURORA | TURNING THE WHEEL (BEGINNINGS) | DIVERSE POSSIBILITIES
”Transitions, like birth, require a determined strength for the passage through.”
Virgo // Earth // Projected // Crown // Collective - Sensing // 64-47 The Channel of Abstract Thinking // Pineal Gland
Keys: 

  • be the observer of your mind, rather than becoming solid with thoughts

  • accepting confusion as part of the process

  • turning the wheel of new beginnings

  • potential for big downloads + non linear inspiration

  • can carry the pain of the world through the quantum field using confusion as avoidance

  • the need to transmute your low vibe thinking to a higher thought form + vibe is key

SHADOW: Confusion

Confusion is a state with neither order nor structure; it is a state rippling with pure potentiality. Only when the human mind attempts to interpret it does it become bewildering.
— Richard Rudd

GIFT: Imagination

HIGHEST VIBRATION: Illumination

“The world awaits change, but change is not yet made to new beginnings. This is a time of movement and anticipation, of hope and preparation for fulfillment.
… this is a time of waxing instead of waning, a movement towards, instead of beyond growth.”

LINES:

Line 1: Allowing your perspective to evolve.

Line 2: Trusting yourself + staying true to yourself.

Line 3: Knowing when to begin again when your old ways are no longer serving you.

Line 4: Overcoming obstacles and remaining determined.

Line 5: Through shining your light you can quell confusion.

Line 6: Victory. Celebrate your successes, wins, achievements, co-creations. 

SUPPORT:

CONTEMPLATION:

  • Where are you doubting yourself?

  • What limiting beliefs may be standing in your way?

  • What steps can you take to reside in joy and gratitude while waiting for your desires to align?

  • What are the tools that most help you to raise your vibration when it is feeling low?

  • How are you avoiding suffering? Facing your pain, humanity’s pain?

AFFIRM:

  • I connect to Source and excitedly await what the Universe will bring.

INTEGRATION:

  • Third Eye Toolbox

  • Day dream journaling

  • Left nostril breath

  • Art of Magnetism Modules

  • Meditate, meditate, meditate. Make space and be willing to feel the pain, to go to the Underworld, to allow the mind’s hold over you to dissolve.

  • Watch the confusion rather than buying into it. Embrace it rather than trying to change it.

  • Channel suffering through creative expression.

  • Joe Dispenza meditations that have to do with ‘conditioning the body to a new mind’

  • Cultivating an attitude of gratitude.

  • Read poetry.

  • Programming partner: Gate 63 (below)

  • This one is part of the Ring of Alchemy. If you have a lot of definition within these (Gates 64, 6, 47, 40) I highly recommend reading about the others (+ this one) in the Gene Keys book.

  • Contemplate, meditate, dive deeper with the archetypal allies: Ganesh - The Remover of Obstacles, Strength Tarot, Death Tarot

  • Totems: Peacock, Jaguar/Leopard, Lobster


61 - GATE OF MYSTERY | THE HOLY OF HOLIES | INNER TRUTH 
“The awareness of universal underlying principles”
Capricorn // Earth // Projected // Crown // Individual - Knowing Circuit // 61-24 The Channel of The Thinker // Pineal Gland

Keys:

  • Pressure to know

  • Moments of profound knowing, releasing the need to know how you know + embracing the interruption in your certainty is where the magic lives

  • Deep self acceptance

  • Uncovering mysteries, the occult, taboo, esoteric.

  • Trusting the process

  • Allowing yourself to be changed by your knowings

SHADOW: Psychosis

GIFT: Inspiration

HIGHEST VIBRATION: Sanctity

“a picture of certainty in Self and in Goddess…. These qualities are inner truth, an attribute and goal of the Superior Woman. When the Spiritual Woman grounds herself in the earth and universe and opens herself to all that lives, she awakens to inner truth.”

LINES:

Line 1: Aligning with cosmic truths.

Line 2: Shining a light on the truth.

Line 3: Trusting + staying true to yourself.

Line 4: Seeking the higher + resonant truth in all situations.

Line 5: Imparting truth in innovative ways.

Line 6: Sharing your experiential insights.

SUPPORT:

CONTEMPLATION:

  • What might you do to deepen your connection with your Higher Self? What answers are you still seeking outside of yourself?

  • What do you do to stay centered and connected?

  • What is your truth? Where might you need to break away from the status quo, from what feel comfortable, from comparison?

  • What do you need in order to more deeply accept yourself?

  • Do you recognize the difference between worship and devotion? Do you recognize your God within?

There is a place in you beyond thought that already knows - trust that.
— Ram Dass

AFFIRM:

  • In silence I find my truth.

  • In creativity I find answers.

  • I trust in inspiration’s timing.

INTEGRATION:

  • Crown Toolbox

  • Daily Meditation

  • Actively seeking out inspiration. Spend time around people, places and things that inspire you.

  • Practice patience with your cycles of inspiration.

  • Admit that you know nothing. Take respite there. Cultivate openness.

  • Practice creativity often - a tool for raising your vibration with this energy.

  • Contemplate, meditate, dive deeper with the archetypal allies: The Mystic, The High Priestess.

  • Totems: Wren, Black Panther, Locust

  • Programming partner: Gate 62

ADDITIONAL READING:

  • Polishing The Mirror - Ram Dass


63 - GATE OF DOUBT | REACHING THE SOURCE | TURNING WHEEL (COMPLETIONS)
”In the spiral of life, all ends are beginnings”
Pisces // Water // Projected // The Crown // Understanding Circuit // 63-4 Channel of Logic // Pineal Gland

Keys:

  • likes to see proof; can be doubtful or suspicious.

  • hitting the reset button often on the way you see things.

  • doubt for you can be information, but it is intended to be directed toward the patterns, processes, etc.., and not at people..or inward.

  • your doubts are better off kept to themselves until they feel recognized and invited to share.     

SHADOW: Self-doubt or suspicion

GIFT: Inquiry

HIGHEST VIBRATION: Truth

“When balance is reached, change follows. Completions are positive, but are preludes to new beginnings and new cycles. At the moment of completion change is already made. Success is gained and her realization is all. An instant of perfections occurs, of peace and balance, a moment of pause and harmony. By her judgement, choices, awareness, and actions, the Spiritual Woman causes this moment to happen and remains alert in her change. She sets her future into motion at completion of her past.”

Lines:

Line 1: Keep investigating and taking inventory.

Line 2: Stay true to your integrity.

Line 3: Perseverance.

Line 4: Sharing clearly about your thought process.

Line 5: Sincerity over showiness.

Line 6: Look to the future rather than getting caught up in nostalgia.

SUPPORT:

CONTEMPLATION:

  • Do you check in regularly with how you are seeing the world, the stories you are telling/hearing to see if they are still true for you?

  • Do you allow yourself and perception to shift and attune with your present moment/experience/environment?

  • Do you doubt yourself?

  • How can you see your “mistakes” as information bringing you closer to mastery?

AFFIRM:

  • I find solutions through experimentation.

  • I trust in my inner + higher knowing.

  • Questions don’t require answers.

  • I am open to creative solutions.

INTEGRATION:

  • Be mindful of directing your doubt at others or being critical.

  • Utilize your doubt as part of your logical process (not personally).

  • Ask yourself when you get suspicious of people in your life… is this fact or feeling?

  • When using this gift as intended (not focused on you or your life and choices, but as a service) you still want to wait to express your doubt until you have proof and are invited to share.

  • Utilize this gift in brainstorming sessions.

  • Try to stay open without focusing on a definitive answer.

  • Learn through your process.

  • The Crown Toolbox.

  • Learn to live with the eternal questions mark, maybe even make friends with it. ;)

  • Totems: Eagle, Manatee, Centipede

  • Programming partner: Gate 64 (above)